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let me tell you, even if you don't believe it, i'll telling you, moving house is the most tiring thing you can ever do. and it makes me feel depressed too at the same time.

not to mention because you're moving houses, they had to cut of the internet line in your old house and transfer it to the new house, and if you're with a crappy internet company and it takes them at least 3 days for them to transfer it, (it's just AT LEAST 3 days, we've been waiting for more than 3 days now ) and plus sometimes when they get really lazy and drink coffee and enjoy the air-con in their office instead of helping you to transfer the internet line, you go crazy and wanna go bitch-slap them in the face.

okay, i'm not complaining, but if you were in my situation, you would understand immediately.

moving houses twice in a short time of 13 months, you just wonder how time flies, it feels like as if it was just yesterday when i was packing up my stuff into the box in malaysia for it to be shipped here. living in a rented house for 10 months, when your parents say it's time to move again, it's just devastated to think bout it but at the same time i was excited to be moving to our own house, finally a house of our own.

but still, look on the bright side, i am happy that we have a house of our own, even though it's not a double storey house, i still like it, it's better than our rented house.


before i go off, i just wanna say, i really hope that those ppl would get our internet line fixed, i really miss you.


~boohuuann~

i finally have the urge to blog! wooohooo! my last post was 2 weeks ago. D=
damn can't believe i haven't blog for so long.
oh welll. now that i have smth to blog about, to all my readers, you're in luck today. xDD

looking at my topic, yeap, it's obvious. it's about being malaysian? and spicy food?
i can imagine you go "WHAT?"

okay, here's the thing, i really don't get what's wrong with being malaysian but not knowing how to eat spicy food, i mean, wad the heck is wrong with tat?

being a malaysian in australia, i have friends with family that has malaysian friends and they know slightly about the malaysia culture and the type of food they eat. Apparently to them, all malaysians eat spicy food. =.= wad the heck. and having said that they THINK we malaysians always eat spicy, people always have the confuse look on their face everytime i tell them "soli i donno how to eat spicy food".

And, it's not just once, it happened to me countless times, and it never fails when i tell ppl i'm malaysian and i don't know how to eat spicy food, people would just go "HARH? you are malaysian and you don't know how to eat spicy ah? how come?" i don't know where the heck they get the information from that all malaysians know how to eat spicy food, but heck, it's so not true, it annoys me that they think ALL malaysians MUST know how to eat spicy food. They look at me like i'm a creature or smth when i say i don't eat spicy food.

It sucks when you're having lunch with someone and they ordered a spicy dish and because you want your pride so much you couldn't tell them that you actually can't eat spicy food and had to force the food down your throat. yes. it sucks. i know.

I guess it's just me? i just DON'T eat spicy food. i have malaysian friends and all of them love spicy food to death except for me. i simply don't get what's so tasty about spicy food, they're not like sweets or lollies or chocs, they're tasteless to our tastebuds and because it's so freakin spicy and hot they burn your whole entire mouth and they make you stick your tongue out and sweat and pant like a dog. =,= oh yea, n i almost forgot, spicy food make you grow pimples.

so who still loves spicy food?
definitely not me.


i don care wad y'all think, tat all m'sians eat spicy food, but hey, not me, i'm not TAT malaysian.

~hAnNaH~

sigh.
i know. my blog has been dead for a while.
like i have the time to think of wad to post.
geeez <..<

well. i'm really busy okay.
lots of updates. but yea. i'm not gonna say it here anyway.
the thing is,
i'm busy, i can't relax, i'm stress. i'm depressed. i'm not happy.
yeap.
sigh. for wad feels like weeks already.

i guess this is the time when people have tough times, and everythin messed up.
>.<

reason i'm bloggin this.
happie 15th birthday rach =D

everyone knows that what goes around comes around.
whatever you do to other people right now, regardless of what you do,
good or bad,
the good one, will be rewarded back to you,
the bad one, will come back and hunt you when you least expected it.
like a ball, you hit it and it bounces right back at you.
ain't life like tat?

i guess my choice at that moment wasn't appropiate.
i will try to understand. ^.^

- i'm in love with the song 被风吹过的夏天.

~hAnNaH~

I have been really crazy about music lately.
Playing the piano for hours.
Never in my life i played the piano for hours and actually enjoyed it. O.O
It's probably the boring life here, there's not much entertainment,
other than computer, there's just nothing to do at all.
watch tv? oh hell no. i barely watch tv. they're all crappy tv shows.
in average. i watch tv not more than 4 times a week. how bad do you think tat is?
i watch more than 4 hours of tv when i was in malaysia, every single day.
that, is not gonna happen here, i miss astro. *sob*

so, forget about the school work and study, i don study when there's no exams. >.< and i'm serious.
but then, i'm glad i actually know how to play the piano, and make music,
just touching the key on the piano, you can make sound,
isn't that a wonderful thing?

okay those of you who don't give a damn about musical instruments can skip reading this post.
cuz it'll be all bout it. xPP
well, since coming to australia, i haven't got a chance to go to private piano lessons,
reasons are, it's expensive, it's a waste of money, i've finished grade 8, wad's the point?
but if i really have a choice, i do feel like goin to lessons again,
i miss the times when i play a piece, and the teacher actually points out my mistake,
and then i learn, i learnt a lot from that,
right now, i play wad i think i should play, and i'm not improving,
sigh.

BUT! i have a desire right now, to learn all the musical instruments.
for example, i wanna learn to play the guitar. the drum.
ermmm. FLUTE! flute is an awesome musical instrument that produces wonderful sound.
i admire ppl who can play the flute. =D
saxophone!!! that is really cool as well...
and ermm...the cello.
but then, it takes a lot of hard work, cuz i am already struggling with clarinet now. T.T
wad more to say other instruments.
oh well. but then, i'm gonna learn guitar. i wanna learn. i will learn it. =D

~hAnNaH~

blogging used to be my daily basis.
but now. not anymore.
i kinda have to force myself to post a new entry every few weeks or so.
and the thing is, i always don't know what to post about.

am posting this, out of boredom, because i don't want my blog to be dead.
there's lots of things to say,
but this isn't a private blog,
so nah. it's not like i can say everything here.

am happy for those who finished PMR.
you guys deserved the relaxation and party time now.
after everything. it's over. =D

can't believe for all those life i've lived in malaysia.
i've missed the one out of three most important public exams in our education system,
sadly, probably lucky if you want to think of it that way,
i wasn't able to sit for PMR together with you guys.
i couldn't see the thrive, the hardwork and effort you guys put in,
i wished i could been there together with you guys,
i wished i could have been there to work hard together with you guys.
and party like crazy after everything.

life's unpredictable i guess.
who knows what will happen tomorrow?

~hAnNaH~

♥ a 15-year-old girl. ♥
♥ lives in a complicated world.♥
♥ believes in miracle.♥
♥ 3rd of Feb, her day. ♥
♥ loves the creations of God.♥
♥ loves her family and friendss.♥
♥ loves what she loves.♥
♥ hates what she hates.♥
♥ addicted to music.♥

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